From miles away he reached out and grabbed my hand. The words he spoke gave me hope of running away to a far and distant land.
I dream of the day when I can lay safely in his arms. At that point I'll find a place where I'm safe from all harm.
In his words there is peace. Comfort is in his touch. Finally a nonself-fish man who cares so much.
He fills all my needs and satisfies every desire. All of his words and actions sets my soul on fire.
What I feel in his heart is kind sweet and caring. A different approach from a man who is always a little daring.
A punk he ain't strong, brave and sincere. Duplicate him you can't. You can try but you'll never come near.
He is a real man. One who aims to please and knows just what to do to keep someone happy especially his boo.
I always tell people that my mind is a messed up place to visit. Now you're about to find out for yourself. Everything posted on this page is a product of random words and thoughts that had at one point floated around my head. This journey in which you are about to take is a real true rollercoaster filled with ups and downs. Often times things are not what they seem so be prepared to be shocked. Buckle up, hold on tight and enjoy your trip!!!
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
You are not alone
You lay there unable to move real confused in a world of pain. Starring out the window wishing it would rain. But you know that not even the rain can wash away the pain, shame and guilt you feel. You wish you could speed up time so your bruises and your heart can heal.
You question every move you've made in the past wondering how long this pain will last. You wish there was something you could do or maybe if you close your eyes this wouldn't be true.
But time after time the fact remains the same. A piece of you is gone and he is to blame. You try to forget but that's a hard thing to do. Especially when you're constantly reminded of how bad he hurt you.
I can't personally relate to your pain but I have seen this before and the facts are always the same. It's not your fault. You are not to blame. But victory can be yours if you just move forward through that open door. Many have tried and not all have failed. This mission will make you and not break you, although there will be times you wish you could bail.
I hear your pain and see your tears. I'm determined to be a help to you in hopes that one day soon I can help ease your fears. By your side I will stay as you work through this day after day. When you get weak strong I will remain until the day we celebrate the absence of your pain.
This promise I make to you. I will see you through and help you to see... as long as you have people like me... alone you'll never be.
You question every move you've made in the past wondering how long this pain will last. You wish there was something you could do or maybe if you close your eyes this wouldn't be true.
But time after time the fact remains the same. A piece of you is gone and he is to blame. You try to forget but that's a hard thing to do. Especially when you're constantly reminded of how bad he hurt you.
I can't personally relate to your pain but I have seen this before and the facts are always the same. It's not your fault. You are not to blame. But victory can be yours if you just move forward through that open door. Many have tried and not all have failed. This mission will make you and not break you, although there will be times you wish you could bail.
I hear your pain and see your tears. I'm determined to be a help to you in hopes that one day soon I can help ease your fears. By your side I will stay as you work through this day after day. When you get weak strong I will remain until the day we celebrate the absence of your pain.
This promise I make to you. I will see you through and help you to see... as long as you have people like me... alone you'll never be.
Why men lie?
Can somebody, anybody tell me why men lie? Is it because of the hope that they see in our eyes? Or because of the feeling they get when they are between our thighs?
Some would answer it is how the strong ones strives, how the rich get richer and the weak minded ones survive. If u ask me I'd say it is how good girls go bad, happy women get sad and the perfectly sane turn psychotic only to wish they could put it back from where they got it.
Don't they realize that all of these lies are half of the reason strong ones become weak, fall off and then die? Then they want to ask "why are all the good girls gone?"
There are however a few stories of success. The ones in which it is the lieing men who have regrets. She goes from being strong to weak to being the teflon queen. A compliment on the arm of only a true king. Without her his castle is incomplete a rare beauty he was blessed to meet.
When u see them strolling down the street and her on the arm of her king. It is at that point in your head the bell goes ding. She bought what you sold... a bucket of lies. Until that day came when she snapped back to reality.
Instead of being her friend she now saw you as the enemy. You had the best but ended up with less because you were revealed as an unworthy guy. It is to this priceless gem that you now must say goodbye.
The point of this piece is to simply answer the question to which I was wondering why.... Why is it that men lie?
Some would answer it is how the strong ones strives, how the rich get richer and the weak minded ones survive. If u ask me I'd say it is how good girls go bad, happy women get sad and the perfectly sane turn psychotic only to wish they could put it back from where they got it.
Don't they realize that all of these lies are half of the reason strong ones become weak, fall off and then die? Then they want to ask "why are all the good girls gone?"
There are however a few stories of success. The ones in which it is the lieing men who have regrets. She goes from being strong to weak to being the teflon queen. A compliment on the arm of only a true king. Without her his castle is incomplete a rare beauty he was blessed to meet.
When u see them strolling down the street and her on the arm of her king. It is at that point in your head the bell goes ding. She bought what you sold... a bucket of lies. Until that day came when she snapped back to reality.
Instead of being her friend she now saw you as the enemy. You had the best but ended up with less because you were revealed as an unworthy guy. It is to this priceless gem that you now must say goodbye.
The point of this piece is to simply answer the question to which I was wondering why.... Why is it that men lie?
Friday, September 30, 2011
The First Time
The perfect moment has arrived where you and I are face to face. The day we've been waiting for when we're both in the same place. My heart skips a beat. You grab my hand. My knees get weak I can barely stand.
Clothes on the floor, covers pulled back. Me laying on your chest and I haven't even unpacked. Slowly and passionately you kiss me. Your hands gently explore my body as chills race down my spine. Right now I'm so glad you're mines
I apply kisses and licks all over your chest. Then a little bit lower I travel. My hands follow the path I just licked as I work my way down to your dick. I give it a lick just for a tease.The look in your eyes says baby please. With a smile I go back for more giving u what your body wants.
I'm loving every sound you make. My name has never sounded better. Feeling your strong hands against my soft skin is what makes my body quake. I climb on top of you and get ready to ride. My pussy is dripping wet. My excitement I can no longer hide.
You hold on tight as I begin to go. I start out nice and slow. Chest to chest we lay, kissing all the way. Tension build inside of me. I'm about to bust. I sit up and pick up the pace getting there is a must. You bring me to my breaking point. I try to hold back but I let out a scream. This feels better than any dream.
On my back ready for more, I continue to make a mess of the bed as you kiss every inch of my body and give me the best head. One time, two times, three times, four I lose count as I cum some more. First legs wide spread then gently wrapped around your head.
I try to catch my breath as you climb on top of me. But there's no time to waste how far we go is what we want to see. Slowly and gently you enter me. This ain't no love affair. At this moment you prove to me special is the love we share. As we become one in this bed, how high we'll go is unknown. My eyes roll back in my head I moan and you groan.
You're giving it to me good. I begin to cream out of nowhere it comes. I hear myself scream. Turned on and excited you begin to go harder. It takes a while to get you there. You're no early starter. Legs in the air without a care I scream as you give me more. Deeper and harder you go. Pleasure like this can't be bought at the store.
Your body begins to shake. I let out a huge moan. Within seconds your fluid explode but no worries because you're not alone. Sweaty and out of breath we lay. This turned in to a great day. One that we'll always remember as the day we made love for the very first time.
Clothes on the floor, covers pulled back. Me laying on your chest and I haven't even unpacked. Slowly and passionately you kiss me. Your hands gently explore my body as chills race down my spine. Right now I'm so glad you're mines
I apply kisses and licks all over your chest. Then a little bit lower I travel. My hands follow the path I just licked as I work my way down to your dick. I give it a lick just for a tease.The look in your eyes says baby please. With a smile I go back for more giving u what your body wants.
I'm loving every sound you make. My name has never sounded better. Feeling your strong hands against my soft skin is what makes my body quake. I climb on top of you and get ready to ride. My pussy is dripping wet. My excitement I can no longer hide.
You hold on tight as I begin to go. I start out nice and slow. Chest to chest we lay, kissing all the way. Tension build inside of me. I'm about to bust. I sit up and pick up the pace getting there is a must. You bring me to my breaking point. I try to hold back but I let out a scream. This feels better than any dream.
On my back ready for more, I continue to make a mess of the bed as you kiss every inch of my body and give me the best head. One time, two times, three times, four I lose count as I cum some more. First legs wide spread then gently wrapped around your head.
I try to catch my breath as you climb on top of me. But there's no time to waste how far we go is what we want to see. Slowly and gently you enter me. This ain't no love affair. At this moment you prove to me special is the love we share. As we become one in this bed, how high we'll go is unknown. My eyes roll back in my head I moan and you groan.
You're giving it to me good. I begin to cream out of nowhere it comes. I hear myself scream. Turned on and excited you begin to go harder. It takes a while to get you there. You're no early starter. Legs in the air without a care I scream as you give me more. Deeper and harder you go. Pleasure like this can't be bought at the store.
Your body begins to shake. I let out a huge moan. Within seconds your fluid explode but no worries because you're not alone. Sweaty and out of breath we lay. This turned in to a great day. One that we'll always remember as the day we made love for the very first time.
The Affair
One look was all it took
For us to know it was that time again
At this moment in life
It's time for you and I to get it in
Feeling kind of bold and a lil brave
I take a few steps ur way
I run my hand across your hard sexy body
All the while I'm trying to behave
I whisper a few words only meant for you to hear
Most people don't understand our bond
They say I took a dip in the crazy pond
Forget what they're talking I'm glad to have u near
Heartbeating.... mind racing....
Blood pumping.... feet pacing....
Excitement and joy overcomes me
As my body becomes yours for the taking
Slowly and passionately I climb on top of you
I take my time and reassure you I know just what to do
I give respect where respect is due
Now it's time for me to trust in you
Two bodies become one
As we start this intense adventure
The more I get the more I want
I won't stop until we're done
Everywhisper of my name
Drives a girl like me insane
Your vibrations between my legs
Sends blood rushing through my viens
Determined to quench my thirst
I hold on tight and enjoy the ride
Not caring who sees us
Moments like this are good for my pride
Strong and mighty are you
In control is me
Unstoppable and powerful are we
number one power couple and a sight to see
The point comes where we must end
It was a great run and a lot of fun
Farewell until the moment comes
And the next time we meet again
For us to know it was that time again
At this moment in life
It's time for you and I to get it in
Feeling kind of bold and a lil brave
I take a few steps ur way
I run my hand across your hard sexy body
All the while I'm trying to behave
I whisper a few words only meant for you to hear
Most people don't understand our bond
They say I took a dip in the crazy pond
Forget what they're talking I'm glad to have u near
Heartbeating.... mind racing....
Blood pumping.... feet pacing....
Excitement and joy overcomes me
As my body becomes yours for the taking
Slowly and passionately I climb on top of you
I take my time and reassure you I know just what to do
I give respect where respect is due
Now it's time for me to trust in you
Two bodies become one
As we start this intense adventure
The more I get the more I want
I won't stop until we're done
Everywhisper of my name
Drives a girl like me insane
Your vibrations between my legs
Sends blood rushing through my viens
Determined to quench my thirst
I hold on tight and enjoy the ride
Not caring who sees us
Moments like this are good for my pride
Strong and mighty are you
In control is me
Unstoppable and powerful are we
number one power couple and a sight to see
The point comes where we must end
It was a great run and a lot of fun
Farewell until the moment comes
And the next time we meet again
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